There hasn’t been a lot of posting here lately, sorry. I have been stretched thin.
-As I continue the chronicle my adventure that is getting a book published, there’s a lot to weigh on my mind.
-I saw the world’s biggest rat the other night.
-I’ve been given the tour of my current job, but I haven’t really started working there; having a job rocks, not working however is only fun for so long. It kills my ability to pay down debt & breaks my budget down to almost nothing.
-In fact, if not for the surveys I do/did I’d really wouldn’t have much to buy food with. I’m still not rich, but it’s nice to go to the mailbox and see the means to pay my bills for the month. (no links, no push. I swear I will write reviews & post pix; just not now, too busy)
-The ConSeq Podcast Staff is all dug out of the snow & defrosted. If our possible future guests are reading this, we’ll wanna start on the next few eps ASAP.
-I spent all of this year trying to get something spectacular lined up for Valentine’s Day, only to be $#$#@#$@#@#%%@ing snowed-in! THANK YOU MARYLAND! Simultaneously every friend I have that has felt the need to ‘catch up’ wants to ask me how great my non-existant love-life’s been (see FAQ). To quote a friend, “WTFML”. Clearly these guys must know I’m saving it all this smooth for the ladies…yeah…clearly….
-I recently joined 2 great & awesomely diverse communities. I’ll write about them later, but for now I’m learning and growing with these guys by leaps & bounds. Chances are if you’re one of the few visiting the here for the 1st time, you may come from 1 of these 2 places, so hello.
-I may never take online courses again; I actually miss being in a classroom…
-I’ve taken this forced break from work to strike up some rather interesting collaborations. But more on that in the coming months.
-Lastly. Most important. Sleep is nonexistent. I know I need to, and I actually do now. The problem is my body continues to think I don’t need sleep even when I can feel myself deteriorating day after day. This is not a good sign.
I feel 10 times worse than this pic lets on
There are times (like I’ve just described) that I feel clash with this idea that my life is super awesome & insanely interesting that I’m assaulted with all too often. Trust me, grass is not always greener my friend. I don’t feel backed into a corner, just running low on options. Like I’m watching sand run out of an hourglass.
After getting a full 24 hrs of sleep (cause I’m like a living battery) I should be back to balanced. My hours will be more solid & my tax check will be here in the following week. If I haven’t scared and/or pissed off the guest(s), the next few eps of ConSeq should be a blast. I said FEB was gonna be rough, and what transition isn’t. But it’s getting all this out the way that makes the rest of the year easier. Perhaps by the end of week my rhythm will return and things won’t feel so overwhelming.
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