You ever have that feeling like you’re not sure if you’re awake, or still dreaming? Seems like I’ve been in that same haze for the longest. I swear it feels like my life has been stolen from me-least to the extent that I’m rebuilding things in a massive attempt to get it back as soon as possible, I guess playing it long though, I lucked out big, as the seeds I put down not too long ago are turning yield. I’m not on an aggro-edge to rebuild and do it 10x HBFS, but I am dedicated to seeing things never go as bad as they have again.
Trust me, I don’t think my story is too particular. We’re all facing a new normal; some are proportionately crazier than others. But I’ll be damned if this is how I go down. This time last year, things went pretty bad for me. I mean REALLY bad, and after a little help, and busting my ass to get back on track, things seemingly got worse. As it stands, I personally find it hard to really antiquate how well things have gone and gotten (if at all). But I’m not dead yet, so I guess it’s time to get my hands in everything I haven’t yet!
I’m working laying down one heck of a master plan, and while things have sadly been tweaked since the last foundation, I’m running greatness nonetheless. I’m going to have to be more focused than ever before though, and that’s sadly coming w/a lot of debt; metaphorically speaking. At its height, the big pic’s very taxing. Course I’m not so psychic I’m sure of my success rate; I’m just psychic enough to know something is coming-something BIG. Not sure what, how, or why, but I got this vibe. And what bodes for me, bodes for us all.
[via ryuumajin]
